What is in a Girl’s mind?

Am I stubborn or helpless? Don’t know from whom I should seek this advice. Will it be okay to ask for help? Or I have to look within and start searching for my questions? A Girl’s Mind, I am not a feminist but trying to share some true thoughts. A girl raised in her family where she has learned to live on the mindset of her parents. She has been trained to judge right or wrong events. She has been advised to live a practical life more than an emotional one. Now, in her second family, the expectations are quite different. She has to learn so many things from the very scratch. But now, her mind has already been developed. It is not that comfortable for her to erase her thoughts. A question in a girl’s mind is what should I do with all those beliefs and lifestyle what I have learned since my childhood. Tell me a place where I can store these thoughts gracefully and never open them and live my life or just survive.